I terpanggil untuk menulis entry pasal sesuatu ni. Pasal long distance relationship. Siapa pernah experience this kind of relationship? As for me, selama ni bukanlah long distance sangat pon cuma me and Anas bukanlah beruntung macam orang lain yang boleh pegi balik sama-sama and jumpa hari-hari (aihh..kan best kalau dapat camtu). All this while kita memang tak jumpa sangat on weekdays except weekend. Itupun kalau dedua free. So nak jumpa tu memang taklah selalu. And now bila Anas kena gi outstation untuk jangka masa yang amat lama (for me)..rasa cam menjerit-jerit dalam hati ni. He's going to Abu Dhabi for more than 5 months..balik tak tahu bila but he said he already told his boss that he MUST come back at least 1 month before 5 & 6 Dec coz he's getting married on those dates! Nak pegi balik ke lepas tu pegi la tapi baliklah di hari perkahwinan mu! owh noo....
Fikirkan pasal preparation without him 1 hal, fikirkan pasal nak tempuh hari-hari without him tu is another thing. Selama ni pon communicate via phone kalau tak jumpa cuma bila dia jauh mcm tu susah la. Serious I dunno how to handle that. I'm soo gonna miss him hell-lot and I dun wanna imagine camner keadaannya nanti. Sorry lah for writing all this emotional story tapi serious I can't help it.Urgghhhh steady ain steadyyyy
ainbubuk
steday buq...steadyy...!!
ReplyDeletetp...kalau aku lah....
Tak mampuuuuuuu mak nokkkkkK!!!!!
huargghh.......*menangis melalak2*
bersabarlah norain, nanti kita berkasih-kasihan, tapi series pasti susah, takpe u can!!
ReplyDeleteu can do it! kamon zatixxx!
ReplyDeleteNORAIN KEN DU IT! KEN DU IT~!
owh mekasih rerakan atas sokongan padu yang tak putus-putus diberikan ini..aku sangat menyayangi kamu orang! >:D<
ReplyDeleteain.. alalala *hugs* i am sure its hard tapi i am sure u can face this obstacle. kuatkan semangat!!! dia lagi sedih kot kat sana jauh dari sumer org kan.. u at least ada your loved ones (selain dia la) kat sini utk teman u. chewah aku.. hehe.. maybe leh dptkan tips dari miss sunshine juga
ReplyDeleteit is hard ain! im not gonna lie ok!
ReplyDeleteespecially bile dah nak kawin ni..
aku mcm nak gile bile nak tunang & kawin mcm tu..as u can see,bertunang aku mmg sempoi abis..
but i dont want my wedding loooking like that..aku blk kl end of nov kan,tak gile ke sume benda x buat lg..aku blk,esok mlm tu terus gi kt man kjg...baju settle baru aku lega
beli doorgifts...my mom bought things like shit..mcm2 kitaorg beli...last2 itu x jd,ini x jd...in the end,nekad jahit 900 red bows!
kitaorg kan sisters yg gile kan big bows..
tp tu la,korg dua kena tabah...masa last sem,aku nekad xnak webcam dgn arif..sbb nk surprise..haha
gadoh tu xpyh ckp la..lebih byk gadoh dr berbaik sbb satu pe aku nk settle utk kawin,arif xleh harap (ok la,yg die leh harap gi confirm dgn photographer)..smpi photographer kt taiping pun aku yg cari, die tinggal call & byr je
serius shit ain,yg gi tu adalah anas...sbb banding laki & pmpn, pmpn lg byk nk buat keja utk kawin ni...laki, family die slalu tlg.
aku nangis pun dah bertakung2...rindu lg..alhamdulillah,aku berjaya tahan dkt 2 thn...tuhan maha adil kan...we're now together forever!
sabar ye ain...it's not the end of the world..
mcm mak aku dulu,my dad gi sailing, he couldnt go home at least 6 months..kt laut,zaman dulu2 plak tu,xde phone, xde internet...surat je la pengubat rindu...aku pikir tu je ain,klu aku sussah skrg,mak bpk aku dulu lg teruk...nak dgr berita masing2 pun tggu berminggu...
it wasnt as bad as u think ain.
just look on the bright side ok!
Bila baca entry nih teringat zaman bercinta dengan abg Fiq. Time tuh mmg every month dia akan travel ke Sabah/Sarawak..dlm sebulan tuh selalunya seminggu dua je dia ada kat KL. After tunang, tak habis2 travel sampai I kata, "Tak kisah le u nak pegi mana2 pun as long as you are here on the wedding day!" Hihihi..that was almost 5 years ago..how time flies!
ReplyDeleteAnyways, u know the saying..absence makes the heart grows fonder. I totally agree :o)
kak jan,
ReplyDeletei kan over emo! hehe
frog,
kalau kau boleh sure aku boleh tempuh gk kan! *hugs!
yong,
baru lah ku tahu kisah kamu dan abg fiq begitu rupanya..hehe..hebat korg..and i sungguh setuju "absence makes the heart grows fonder' too!
love korg!