Fickle Me Fickle You

Pernahkah anda berada dalam situasi 'lalang'? Menjadi seorang yang sangat fickle sampai susah nak buat keputusan? I've been browsing for 'something' for the big day. Actually dah decide and almost bayar deposit pon lg seminggu dua ni, but being a fickle me...tadi blog hopping and I saw something..aihh promotionnya agak cheaper cuma hasilnya tidak lah segempak my 1st choice. Fikir-fikir balik, nak amik yang hasilnya sangat puas hati, cantik and pasti senyum sampai ke telinga or yang murah, not bad jugak hasilnya cuma takdelah gempak, tapi kira orite la asalkan murah?

*sebelum kena marah and jadi lebih gila baik stick to my 1st choice sajer!! sudah noor ain jangan ikut nasihat syaitan! ummppp -_-

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No!

I terpanggil untuk menulis entry pasal sesuatu ni. Pasal long distance relationship. Siapa pernah experience this kind of relationship? As for me, selama ni bukanlah long distance sangat pon cuma me and Anas bukanlah beruntung macam orang lain yang boleh pegi balik sama-sama and jumpa hari-hari (aihh..kan best kalau dapat camtu). All this while kita memang tak jumpa sangat on weekdays except weekend. Itupun kalau dedua free. So nak jumpa tu memang taklah selalu. And now bila Anas kena gi outstation untuk jangka masa yang amat lama (for me)..rasa cam menjerit-jerit dalam hati ni. He's going to Abu Dhabi for more than 5 months..balik tak tahu bila but he said he already told his boss that he MUST come back at least 1 month before 5 & 6 Dec coz he's getting married on those dates! Nak pegi balik ke lepas tu pegi la tapi baliklah di hari perkahwinan mu! owh noo....

Fikirkan pasal preparation without him 1 hal, fikirkan pasal nak tempuh hari-hari without him tu is another thing. Selama ni pon communicate via phone kalau tak jumpa cuma bila dia jauh mcm tu susah la. Serious I dunno how to handle that. I'm soo gonna miss him hell-lot and I dun wanna imagine camner keadaannya nanti. Sorry lah for writing all this emotional story tapi serious I can't help it.Urgghhhh steady ain steadyyyy

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Attention!

Secara tiba-tiba jari jemari sungguh eager untuk menaip. Ahaaa! Good sign kah? I dunno. But after all the 'kusutness' I faced yesterday, after all the 'ngamukkan' I did to Anas (sorry sorry sorry la awak =( *sob*sob) and after all the tears I purposely dropped to let go all my anger, I decided to redah everything today, start searching for a better **** and nekad in doing anything! Yesssszzzzaaa!!!

I'm flying to Jakarta in 2 days time. I should be happy and excited bout it (tho yesterday kan sesuatu telah mematikan semangat utk ke Jakarta jua!!). This is the 3rd time and I'm soooo gonna have fun wasting money sesuka hatinya!Pedulik pedulik. 1 thing for sure is, beli barang-barang kawin (walaupon Along dah bising sebab still tak decide what theme colour, what design, what this, what that ;p) Teruk noor ain sekarang ek? Tah apa2! Heh

Sekarang ni, nak fikir what to buy for my Abah's, Mak's, Adik's and nephew's birthday (sume pon Feb!). Nak beli apa???Any idea? and next birthday pulak, Chot and Zati..aihh nak bagi ape ni??Tolonggggggg

Attention pls! : bulan March adalah harijadi si STORYTELLER jua! anda sudah fikir apa mau bagi saya? hahahaha!!! ( ok ok dun menyampah =D)

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Owh kenapa lah?!

My owh my...kenapalah kerja menjadi punca? Kerna kau tak pandai membahagikan masa? Atau kau terlalu kusut sehingga merana? Owh owh owh owh..I'm currently having this unnecessary stress syndrome or I would say &(%&£"* working life. Too complicated lah. Ermm I dunno..Everything seems so uneasy and I'm not liking it at all...owh my never ending problem..I wish I am a super strong girl.

And the only thing I know is, I miss Anas so very much and rasa nak nangis kuat-kuat ngadu cerita kat dia semuanya..huwaaaaa dalam tipon tak puas la encik!

Awaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...........huwaaaaaaaaaa

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